Monday, August 30, 2010

The waiting is so hard

Today has been so hard. I just wish we didn't have to go through all of this legal stuff, and could just go pick her up tomorrow. We won't be able to even submit our dossier to Priscilla's country until February. Then, after that I have no idea how long it will take. Hopefully not too long.

I just can't stop thinking about her, is she sick or healthy, scared, lonely, sad, happy. Are they treating her well? I just wish that I could have updates. I am just praying constantly and will just have to trust in the Lord for her safety.

I just want to hold her and love her. I hope the days go by quick.

My sweet little girl, some day you will read this, so I just want to tell you that I love you, and Daddy loves you, and we want you more than life itself. If we could, we would jump on a plane now and bring you home. We will do all that we can to get you as soon as possible. I can't wait to hold your sweet little face in my hands and tell you how much I love you.


  1. The days will go by quickly Crystal. And when you hold her in your arms it will feel like yesterday you saw her picture on the computer. I will be praying for you.

  2. Thanks Savannah. I know when I actually get to the end of this it will feel like it went by very quick. Thanks for praying

  3. I'm so glad you are blogging about the adoption! I look forward to meeting you newest treasure! ((hugs))

  4. crystal-you are so precious and an inspiration!